30 oct. 2016

The Bitter Taste of Dying


Fourteen years old is far too young to find out what death tastes like, but I remember it. Vividly. In case you’re wondering, it tastes bitter — although when giving mouth-to-mouth resuscitation to a dying man whose body’s last gasp is foaming at the mouth, it’s hard to differentiate between the taste and the smell and the visual. It, like the memory, just sort of all blends together. Regardless, it was far too young. I was far too young. Remember when they told us that a brain on drugs looks like a frying egg? I can tell you first hand, that’s not what it looks like. It’s far more disturbing than that. It’s much more grotesque.

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