It's the waning moments of my fourth session with a new therapist. I’m
holding back — and she knows it. My entire body feels tense, not ideal
for the setting. I try to relax, but the plush leather couch crumples
under me when I shift, making the movements extraordinary. I’ve barely
looked into my therapist’s blue eyes at all, and yet I think the hour
has gone very well. Of course it has. On the surface, when the patient
has been highly selective of the discussion topics, therapy always resembles a friendly get-together.
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Narratively